Dikaulah Ratu

*Selamat Pengantin Baru Halil n Simah!*
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No..it is not our anniversary...just refer to my previous entry n the comment section to understand why...*wink*

True..u can say that i am at the top of my lively spirit now especially now that my work in tidying up the apt is finally showingoff (though istill have to deal with the rest of the place...ouch!)..i am definitely relieved of half of the burden..

But then, when i blog around... i am reminded that not everyone is happy... If u remember, only last week, the mother of my tesl mate died... 40 days ago, our Queen of the House's mom left this world... prior to that... Mama sarah's grandma left her body to meet her creator...n the trip to Malaysia for Adjzie...left her drained as she had returned to Germany with the pain of losing the lady who had given birth to her... n mama rock.. the death of her beloved dad... sooo many years ago.. still left her with an emptiness not so easy to forget...n kak elle.. her mom basically *dropped d**d* in front of her n her sibling even though they had tried to revive her...n they were so young then...

I may not know some of u... but i am sure...someone.. somewhere...must have lost someone... someone u love so deeply..

The living r left with the memories n pictures (if there r any) of their deceased to comfort them... I cannot say i know how it feels...the feeling of loss..all i can only offer u is a hug (even though virtually)... i can offer u my sympathy...i can offer u my empathy...i can offer u my hands of friendship...

This is a song lyrics written by my tesl mate dedicated to her mom when the call of death was not far from the door step.. u may have heard it... it is sung by a famous singer in malaysia.. It describes the pain.. the longing... the hope of a daughter... for adear mother... who will always be the Queen of her fragile heart...


Dewasa sekilas pandangan
airmata bertali arus
ku melangkah pergi
dari dambaanmu
walau getir
di hati kau selami
yang pedih kau jajahi
jalinan terlerai sudah

Pelayaran sepi
diulang sendiri
kau tiada di sisi
diriku tak lagi berkemudi
ku junjung kasihmu
dikaulah ratuku

sampaikan kasihku
pada ibuku

hambamu merintih pilu
sampaikan rinduku
oh Tuhanku

Kau melangkah pergi dari dambaanku
walau getir
di hati ku selami
yang pedih ku jajahi
jalinan terlerai sudah


Thank You for hopping by...Hope to see u again the next time..