today..

Silent tears fell onto my cheeks while i was in the mini bus (going to the hospital) today at 7.40am.Tears i do not shed in public....Nobody noticed, i hope.....i do not cry in public.


He was so terrible yesterday. His body system was shutting down. Family members were called to the hospital.Alhamdulillah, he is much better today.

Still... our fight is against time. Even he himself thinks that he wont be coming out of the hospital again. Today, he called the bank manager where his accounts r...to the hospital.... to inform the guy of the division of his money among his children...after he....



i was at the hospital today till around 8p.m... fed him his lunch and dinner...helped out any way i could.......i wanna do something....to serve him as a daughter should... coz i love him...and if it had not been for him and his blessing for my beloved n i to be united despite the weirdness of our circumstances...i will not have been as happy as i am now (Alhamdulillah)...i will not be able to be an anne to both of my angels...Forgive my sad thoughts...

and on 2 happy notes.... my roomate in section 4 ....years agooo... our Mrs Mighty Duck..after years of trying is finally pregnant! please pray that she will one day be able to hold this baby in her arms and be able to enjoy the headache.. the joy and the heartache of motherhood (p.s... previously i spelled wrong! my mind was/is not here..sorry!)...wonderful indeed!!

and to JEM..... a long lost friend....i am so glad u hve found my blog!! will reply ur email as soon as i can.... my mind is not really here right now... so is my heart....KEEP in TOuCH!

Thank You for hopping by...Hope to see u again the next time..