Monday, March 19, 2007

Can u help me please?

Tuesday, February 28, 2006

“If there is a beginning there will also be an end...
I came out of my mom's womb...and i will end up dead in my graveyard...
But there is also the middle....before the end...
It is where i take my journey...
the journey of life...
My life...”

These were my words as a started my writing in the blogging world.. I needed a pensieve to contain my thoughts… I had been cramping them all inside coz I am not the type to actually open up to people… not even my own mom… and particularly after I came to istanbul 7 and a half years ago….. my mind needed a release… it was when itique suggested writing a blog..n mona as my blog monitor… I started this…

“My lips may not say what I feel… but this quill represents what is inside…”
Yes…
This is the ..
*Quill of My Heart*
and from that date onwards… I had/have welcomed anyone interested (those without bad intentions) to come n experience my world thru my eyes….nothing complicated..nothing serious…… (I don’t even use the correct grammar here!)..
just a simple me…..as simple as my name…
*Simah
*

All these while, I have had wonderful encounters with so many people in this blogging world… people I find though only thru virtual world…sincere people whom I am proud to call friends…..

Thus, this quill is not only celebrating my thoughts..it is also celebrating friendship…

“A friend is someone who understands ur past,
believes in urfuture and accepts u just the way u r”

I truly believe in that….

I really dunno how long I will be blogging… those things I wanna tell..esp my life experience here as a new bride 7 and a half years ago… some of them r already in my older blogs..I have also written about my Zaim family here in istanbul…I had touched a bit here n there about my family in Malaysia…I have written stories of my 2 angels.. n the love of my life…n I also know that I will insyaAllah keep on mumbling n bore u all to death!! Hahahahahahaha well… who cares, right? It is my blog after all *wink*

But I really need a favour from u all..my dear blog readers ..i need to do an evaluation.. I want to evaluate this blogwhether I am making u believe that I am someone else thru this blogam I deviating u all from the real me…?? am i decieving u all? what r the characters that shine thru from my entries? What r the bad sides of me? What r the good sides of me… ? Pls do be a sport n start ur evaluation of me.. Besides… this may be the rare chances when u can really really condemn me ..heheh..u don’t wanna miss that chance, do u? don’t worry.. I wont get offended at all…I just need ur sincere thoughts… Can u all help me out?... I will be really really thankful..:0)

Someone said to me… Blogging is not real.. the people in the blogging world r not real… ..

Perhaps that person is right… perhaps bloggers r not what they seem to be… but I also know this… whenever I need a simple help or whenever I am feeling sad… I can count on kind words of those *not so real people* in the virtual world for comfort…
For now.. I am cherishing those both in the virtual world as much as I cherish those in my real life…..coz blogging is not as unreal as one may think it is..


Thank You for hopping by...Hope to see u again the next time..

18 Comments:

Blogger silversarina said...

hey hey hey evaluation time hah....siap you simah :P

eemm from the essence of the blog....

Simah , you are a strong, highly-motivated and courageous young mommy who makes me really enjoy being your blogger friend.....

This compliment comes from the bottom of my heart , dear :)

March 19, 2007 at 9:24:00 AM GMT+2  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

"Blogging is not real.. the people in the blogging world r not real… .." Sape pulak yang cakap macam tu..ish..ish..:p.

Some bloggers memang la menyamar as org lain (disturbed people especially) wherelese others are sincere and straightforward. Or they can do what I did, write from your heart, then tukar nama ajee for privacy. LOL!

Every blogger has a story - it would be interesting to know what inspired him/her to create a blog in d 1st place. Then, around 1 or 2 years down d line, would be fascinating to see how their lives/thoughts have changed since they started blogging:)

Nanti I fikir dalam2 before giving my 'evaluation', LOL!

March 19, 2007 at 9:41:00 AM GMT+2  
Blogger k.d said...

Hmm...Simah...from the short stint I've been reading your blog I think you are genuinely sincere. You're blogging about your life, your family...with photos and all..so I don't think you can fake those..

Why evaluating? Thinking of stopping blogging ke? Aiseh.. janganlah..Your virtual friends will totally miss you...

But you know...after meeting Mr.Idham kan...I seriously keep my judgment until I meet the person. I know generally that someone is nice...like you lah kan...I would love to meet you...tapi personality, tak boleh judge from the blog...you get what I mean?

March 19, 2007 at 10:01:00 AM GMT+2  
Blogger ~ GAB ~ said...

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March 19, 2007 at 10:22:00 AM GMT+2  
Blogger ~ GAB ~ said...

I always start myself believing what's written by any bloggers. For you in specific, I can't see anything more honest than what's written. I can feel it. I always enjoy reading about you, family and those beautiful kids.

I don't want you to proove me wrong by saying you're honest because I know there's no way for you to proove you're not.

Happy Blogging SIMAH

March 19, 2007 at 10:24:00 AM GMT+2  
Blogger Mama Rock said...

simah, tak payah evaluate la...buat je lah sms afundi simah. keep writing girl, i enjoy reading your entries. well, like dr kd mentioned earlier, we shall not be judmental. People's first impression of me was "arrogant", maybe still is...but am I? only you can tell. So, since you have a bunch of followers, keep writing! tak payah tunggu evaluation results...:)

March 19, 2007 at 10:50:00 AM GMT+2  
Blogger Queen Of The House said...

I'd say anyone who writes about his/her family is real and sincere enough to me ....... kalau nak evaluate lebih2, ehhmm ..... perlu ke?

March 19, 2007 at 11:41:00 AM GMT+2  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

hang pasai apa plak? baru baca entry asam 'taik idung' tu... ke ke ke mak kita marah sangat kalau beli asam tu...tapi curi2 gak beli

March 19, 2007 at 11:42:00 AM GMT+2  
Blogger Ajzie said...

Betul tuh mcm mama rock ckp jom kita ramai2 ..Afundi Simah.....

Biarkan apa org lain nak kata...janji Simah tahu siapa Simah dan Simah tahu apa yg Simah buat..ok..

Hugss

March 19, 2007 at 12:03:00 PM GMT+2  
Blogger Mama Sarah said...

Evaluation time, betuii ke ni? Karang tak pasal hilang kawan pulak. Hihi...I think you are fun to be with and sweet and brave and cute and hantu asam and coke and maggie asam laksa and very lucky to have met Halil, the Turkish hot guy (mampus aku cakap camtu) and lucky to have two beautiful angels...

I give you an A for a beautiful person inside and out. Stay the way you are Simah!

March 19, 2007 at 2:13:00 PM GMT+2  
Blogger Kak Elle said...

simah you know yrself better than any of us...there's nothing to evaluate yr beautiful children are witnesses of your daily stories.Like me too I write what I feel and think...so there ... keep on writing what you feel and we are here to read them...infact I think by writing in the blog we are telling others our most innest thoughts sometimes.
There's nothing wrong about your entries....a big hug from a big sis in sg:)

March 19, 2007 at 2:36:00 PM GMT+2  
Blogger  Lee said...

Hi Simah, visiting you for the first time, I'm impressed and love your blog and how you express yourself with colours and words.
Then reading what you posted sure takes some bravery this being an open channel and all.
But to evaluate, to criticize or have an opinion of you I have not walked a mile in your shoes so will take a detour on that request, ha ha.
However, I enjoy the style of your postings and various pics. And Istanbul? How exotic!
Just be yourself, Simah and continue what you're doing...it's the true you.
With best regards from Canada, Uncle Lee.

March 19, 2007 at 2:57:00 PM GMT+2  
Blogger IBU said...

simah.....

AFUNDI SIMAH !!! yeay, yeay... kita suka la baca blog awak. the stories shared are life's simple pleasures, true to the eyes of a wife, daughter, mommy & friend. u remind me of "tempat jatuh lagi dikenang, inikan pulak tempat bermain" balanced with "di mana bumi dipijak, kat situ ler langit dijunjung ....". And that speaks volume of the person writing it. So, itu lah... kita suka baca blog awak. hehe..

p/s i still haven't kemas rumah la.. muahaha...

March 19, 2007 at 6:12:00 PM GMT+2  
Blogger Idham said...

simah dear...

:)

when i returned from my istanbul trip...LiL asked me, "how was simah?"
my reply was, "what u read in her blog...is 100% simah laa. cuma in real life lebih cute, lebih mesra, lebih friendsly...."

i find most fascinating about u...
u see the good side in evrything, and the good side in everybody.
when u see lemons - u make lemonades!

If i can choose my neighbours, i want you to be one of them.

sincerely from my heart.

idham

March 19, 2007 at 10:34:00 PM GMT+2  
Blogger simah said...

loveujordan
**********
aiseyyyyyy... akak...i was awaiting for a brutal critizm...

thank ufor ur kind words... i am honored as well to have the honor of ur friendship..:0)
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hazia
-****
ada la satu manusia tucakap :0)

wei minah..mana evaluation u?

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k.d
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yes..i am sincere...n i think u r right..u cant really judge a person'spersonality 100 percent from a blog...sip sipi maybe..

hope we can meet one day :0)

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Gab
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Happy blogging to u too!..thank u for ur kind words... :0)

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mama rock
********
mama..u r sooo arrogant (NOT!)...

AFundi? hahahahahaha mama ni lawak la..

(psttt... itak tau sebenrnya apamaksud afundi..lepas tanya adjzie... baru la paham.. Akademi Fantasi undi heheheh)

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Queen of the House
*****************
*chuckles*...utk u tak perlu evaluate lebih lebih akak.. coz i am sure inside that wonderful mind of urs..i can hear wonderful adjectives of kutuk kutuk hehehehe ...i'll jusr save myself from being sayed here..*wink*

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alinlai
*******
terhit rock bottom kejap these few days..sebab tu la aku sewel jap...

hahahahaha hang pun suka asam tu ka hahaha comel comel

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ajzie
****
*hugs*

thanks for the explanation of AFundi :0) ni la dah tertinggal train sangat..semua tak tau..:0)

i suppose i'll just stay me huh?

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mama sarah
*********
mynnnn.. tengok apa bini hang tulih ni!! hahahaha

laaa..kalau kawan tak criticize takkan jadi kawan la kan....:0)

dont worry.. i bukan jenis yg ambik hati sangat pun.. :0)

hehehe eleh..mcm la u pun bukan hantu asam yek?

huwaaaaaaaaaaa asam mo far kor mana along oiiiiiiiiiii...huwaaaaaaaaaa :0)

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kak elle
*******
*hugs back*... i suppose what u r saying is true...

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Uncle Lee
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Thank u for visiting my blog.. n thank u for ur kind words unlce....

people say canada is beautiful in winter..is it true?

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ibu
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ibuuuuuuuu...kemas rumahhhhhhhhhh!!! hehehe nak start tu memang liat kan? tapi bila dah start tu.... nak berentipun susah sebab tangan dah laju.. :0)

my secnd project masih tergendala lagi..huwaaaaaa

ibu..saya pun suka baca blogibu..soo *ibuish* :0)

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idham
*****
jangan la puji banyak banyak nanti kaki i tak boleh nak pijak tanah nanti hahahaha

i am just like anyone else... i have the bad sides of me tooo... n halil can definitely vouch on that personally ..in facthe would be eager too! hahahahaha

March 20, 2007 at 8:10:00 AM GMT+2  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Hehe..sorry for d delay, better late than never.
My evaluation:
Adjectives to describe u: gutsy, strong will, fast-paced but yet caring & selfless.
U're a good wife, mother, neighbour, friend, etc - u put others before u.
I'd say that yr blog is very open -u know... with family photos, names, facts - takde berahsia-rahsia la.
Apa macam? What's my score?:p

March 22, 2007 at 7:29:00 AM GMT+2  
Blogger simah said...

hazia
*****
u make me sound as if i am an angel or something hahahhahaha...

i think u should add...someone with BADDDDD temper as well :0)

thanks for the evaluation...
gutsy - true
strongwill -true
fast paced - untrue.. i am totally slow paced... i like to do thingsslow n easy.. but if i want something from hatice n baddin.. i want it NOW! hehehe
caring n selfless? -tu u kena tanya halil,hatice n baddin.. i pun tak sure la...*garu kepala*

the rest..*good* wife, friend, mother is a subjective word...only halil can decide whether i am a good wife... only hatice n baddin can decide whether i am a good mom n only my friends can decide if i am a good friend

kalau a good neighbour tu.. tu u kena tanya özlem hahaha..

March 22, 2007 at 8:48:00 AM GMT+2  
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