Am i insane?

Am i insane? Yes...that is the question. Am i?

I woke up yesterday morning as usual. Prepared the kids for school...sent them off ...and straight away jumped into bed to hug my beloved... U see... his eldest brother, selim n he were scheduled for a noon flight to Albania..

When it was time to get ready....i thought i'd go to bağdat caddesı that morning... so i decided to send him off at the bostanci ferry stop coz they would go to the airport from there.... Then, i had this craziest urge.... i begged my beloved for him to permit me to follow him to the airport... He didnt put in much resistence... he probably wanted me there too..after all, we barely had seen each other the nite before... he was simply too busy these days...and as for me...the kids had extra class yesterday.... i needed to pick them from school only by 6.10pm...i had plenty of free time yesterday...

Selim said *bye* to me as they were about to take a taxi to the ferry stop..
i said..*hey! i am coming with you!!* ...


He said *bye* again as they were entering the ferry place...

and i said *Hey! i am coming with you!*



He finally gave up trying to say *bye* to me..and instead...

he asked me..... *r u sure u dont have a ticket to albania too??*

hahahahahahahahahahahahaha...

I took a bus from the airport to kozyatağı...right in front of içerenköy carrefour.... walked home from there (25 minutes)..... reached home..rushed to the pc coz i had stuffs to do there...15 minutes later... off i went again...this time to afife teyze (15-20 min) of walk....hot n sweaty... n tired...i decided to walk to the kids' school as well....so from 3pm....from divan pastanesi... i walked and walked...making a stop at nezih bookstore n toilet for 5 mins each...as i was in bostancı... by accident, i tripped on my knees..luckily there was no incoming car!...but my jeans... my beloved fav marks n spencer jeans is torn!! my knee was indeed painful..but i was more sad of my torn jeans...huwaaaaaaaa...my fav jeans...it came as a gift...i wont be able to buy one myself.... but determined i was of this walk... and so as the wind of the seaside area was blowing quite strongly....i walked on...ü

By 4.30.pm... my head was starting to be giddy.... i knew that my sugar level was dangerously low... i was in danger of fainting...luckily i reached the area where there are rows n rows of shops to go to... and so i entered burger king...i ordered a big cup of ice tea and chicken fries ....something sweet ..something salty... i felt a bit better but not well enough to leave the shops area.... and so i decided to buy some chocolates... as i walked from one shop to another...munching the chocolates... and looking whether there r any jeans on sale...(Yikes! the ones on sale r only of size 32!! i wear 36!! no luck there)...i finally felt better after 10 minutes..my sugar level was again at the safe level... and so i walked on n on...this time though...with less speed....and finally by 5.50pm... i reached the kids' school....picked the kids up...walked another 15 minutes to the mini bus area...and later..off we went home..it was starting to get dark by the time we reached home...i was on the run ever since morning (i woke up at 5.30am)...and after all those walk... (n eating hehehe)... i have gained 1.5 kg!!!!!!! Incredible eh? my weight challenge is really down the drain right now....:0(

Upon self analysis... the part when i followed my beloved to the airport was mainly coz i wanted to spend time with him..even though he was chatting with his big bro 99 percent of that time.... the walking non stop....i guess subconciously...i was not looking forward to spend the nite alone without him... i knew that i would miss listening the click clack sound of the keyboard as he plays the pc football game...him mumbling to himself n i scolding him to come to sleep... and so..i did what i am good at most.... walking for hours so that i would get too tired to think of him.... true enough... but the bad thing is... when i talked to him at 11.08pm...i was drowsy from sleepiness n i cant remember what i talked to him about! hahahaha....

Anyway... i should thank Funda for making Selim connect his phone for international calls...coz without that..there is no way i can call my beloved...The truth is... i am not too worried of my beloved... he has his big brother next to him...Selim as always...never fail to protect his baby brother...my beloved is in safe hands....insyaAllah... n it will be great for the two brothers to be able to spend time together with each other...chatting non stop 24/7 for many days... this will be a holiday for them..a gateaway of some sort for my beloved from me...his non stop mumbling wife...:0) ...My beloved needs the break... he hasnt got one eversince his dad died...maybe this trip will revitalize him... i just hope he wont forget to buy souvenirs for us poor souls being left behind at home! *wink*


Miss u loads tem! U know i am crazy...i do insane things in my life (for example..marrying you)... but what i did yesterday was.... TOTALLY insane!

dear friends... what do u think? am i insane???


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