A day together

This missing u..
It is burning a hole in my heart..
Making me want to rebel…
Making me wanna say..*stay*
(As if it is possible..)

This missing u..
What is the benefit for me to scream?
Will it lessen this feeling?
This missing u..?

Maybe this missing u is not as bad as it seems?
Maybe it made u look cuter in my eyes?
For whatever precious time we have together…
Made me want to poses u more…

I am happy most
When i am not missing u..

But then…
The clock turns round n round…
This missing u…
Starts all over again..

I miss u….

It was those rare days yesterday when Halil was at home.We decided to pick hatice up early from school n went to our beloved shopping place (Carrefour where else! Hahahah)..i needed to buy loads of stuffs from there anyway…

I entered the pre school building with baddin while Halil waited in the car… She was in the art classes… she would finish in 15 minutes’ time.I sensed this excitement in baddin… that feeling i get everytime he goes there… he gets excited inside.. knowing not too long from now… in a couple of months…insyaAllah, he will be a part of that building as well.. a pre school student..just like his abla right now..

Nilgün Hanim ( hatice’s class teacher) wanted to talk to me about something… I asked her permission for him to join his sister in the class for a few minutes… permission granted…he rushed to find the red doorof his sister’s classroom…

A few minutes later, baddin came out with his sister.. Hatice saying… *anne..baddin burada* (Anne.. baddin is here).. i told her he would join her for a few minutes…again they went into the classroom…

Baddin came out of the classroom..happy… ..he watched the sister n her friends did the paintings of the trees (they planted the trees earlier of the day)..i discovered that hatice’s girlfriends found baddin cute (hahahaha girls will always be girls n look at boys)… n one wanted to kiss baddin on his cheeks..but was shy even with hatice’s permission… (hahahahahaahahahahah)…

It was also a celebration of phase one of our diet program..in which Halil lost 4 kilograms in 10 days n i had lost only one kilogram in the same period hehehehehe

Well.. Halil followed the diet… but as for me…*chuckles*.. i sort of deviated (loads) from the list hehehehe (see www.refcobass4.blogspot.com)..u see..i have no discipline whatsoever when it comes to food!!!

We took one day break from any diet list yesterday…

Anyway..phase 2 starting today..but Halil has decided to *relax* the list a little bit more hehehhe a relaxed diet… but we both agreed on afew things…

no midnight snacking (esp for Halil)
a significant decrease on carbonated drinks (if we cant stand it..light coke is possible)
very less or none at all usage of oil in the cooking..

We both generally agree to start eating healthily coz we both know that we wont be able to stick to a strict diet…it is a good start in my opinion….we desperately need to lose some more kilos but we both desperately love our food! Hahahaha we r indeed a hopeless case… :0)

These r what we had forced ourselves to eat.. in the first phase of our diet..

white cheese, 2 thin slicesof bread n tomatoes for breakfast

For lunch- 2 meat portion (this time köfte), vegetable dish (this timespinach), yoğurt, n bread with
unlimited green salad (with no oil included)..
This time i decided to steam fresh peas n cauliflower till they r half cooked..

My tea
My dinner (cauliflower with shrimp dish) (1 meat portion equalsto 5 shrimps)
n Yoğurt
n Salad (no oil)



n fruit portions... for supper

And hear yee hear yee… Hatice n baddin r both promoting trident splash! (Chewing gum) ..see? u dont need to be beautiful n handsome to promote a product :0) A cute promotional technique indeed… inside carreffour, the promotor asked every kids whether they wanna get their pictures snapped…. ….n each kid gets these stickers of themselves in grapic characters like these to bring home…here r Hatice n baddin! Enjoy!

My daughter
(ouch.. these r a bit too sexyfor my taste)

My son

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