Friends...

I spoke to Kak Elle this morning... she was in transit at the Atatürk Airport... the line was not clear..but finally we had heard each other's voice... with my suara serak (it was very early in the morning what..).. i spoke to her on the phone.. wahh she sounded so matured :0)..hopefully she has landed safely in italy by now...have fun kak elle!

It was yesterday when i decided to call this one singaporean girl in istanbul.. the last time we met was months ago... i assumed her working schedule is really tight..hence the no contact... i called her mobile...no answer... then one hour later, she called me...

We chatted for quite long..chit chatting about this n that...her asking about my life and i asking about hers...gossiping etc..etc... it felt good...speaking in the language we both know... sharing some common grounds...i doubt if we will see each other soon... summer holiday is here..but at least we both know that we r both within the reaching distance....n i also discovered from her that there is an indian restaurant selling real indian food at taksim.. the price? huwaaaa... kena tunggu kaya dulu :0)..but maybe one day i'll just grab her from her work place n together we both eat at the restaurant...*salivating over the nasik beriani*..

If i say that i am the type who excels in socialization... i cant say i am... i love to mind my own business...i dont do well in public gathering either... it could be due to the lack of self confidence in me or it may be perhaps it is just the way i am... that is the reason i suppose blogging suits me very well... i can say what is in my mind...and if anyone wants to be my friend online..they can... they wont be able to see me in real life (hey! i do live far away in istanbul)..n i wont scare them away from this friendship by them knowing the real me...



But then.. Allah has a different plan for me... after almost a year from the day i started blogging, i had made many friends online....some my age... some younger..some kakakz... some abangz (yg dah kawin only..bujang i tak berani)....some .nenek/atuk?)..ada kot hehehe...of course it never cross my mind that i would be able to see some of them even... i was hoping i wouldnt need to hehehehe it never cross my mind that some would even stay at my home (hope i didnt scare u away ibu hahaha)....i takut nak jumpa orang ramai...but of course as u all know it.....my qadar n qadar is different... and now i enjoy meeting these people coz....they bring me asam hahahahaha (lawak ja...the asam part i mean)..


After all these meetings with blogger friends (as well as merasa the asam hehehe)...i think i am more confident to make friends with other people in real life..... i mean..those not in the family members...


It is also fate that in real life...i met one of hatice's classmate's mom who is a pakistani with the british pasport...the family has been staying here for 2 years... i invited her to join me to the pazar (open market)... and after that i invited her home for lunch... we clicked... we chatted about this.. about that... about almost many things... she is thinking of staying here forever... so i guess, to be friends with her works really well for both of us since she has no one here...she hasnt got many friends here n i can somehow help her to improve her turkish.... and maybe i can persuade her to cook me chapati n real curry!! hehehehe (otak asyik dok ingat nak makan ja hehe..mau tak gemukkkkkkkkkk)....


so my conclusion is.....i thank blogging for improving my self confidence in facing the real people.. i thank blogging for allowing me the path to ur precious friendship... i thank blogging...for acting as a pensieve to empty out my mind n share with u my life here... ..though i cannot update my blog everyday as i used to... i will try to update whenever i can... n blog hop whenever possible...



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